Working

This dividing hours into twenty minute blocks seems to be working. Tuesday, I got 2:20, Wednesday 2:40, and already today I've logged 2:20.

If I can push it out another couple of blocks, I can hit three hours, my goal for today.

Time

Well, I wasted another day yesterday.

And am trying to make up for it today.

Who knows. Maybe I'll even go to the library, see the concrete lions.

God knows, I have enough to do.

endless summer

time.

so much of it.

too much. lost my way, i have.

going to meditation would be good, but i'm sure i'll find a reason not to. for instance, i could kid myself into thinking about doing homework.

there's a laugh.

well, atleast i've been cooking and cleaning. and doing a little writing for myself.

now i'm going to nap. hey, gotta be some benefit to being broke and unemployed

poverty redux

One of the frustrating things is the time/money axis.

I've got the time for an afternoon beer. it's a lovely day.

but of course, no money.

time

time is elusive. too much, not enough.

creapping endlessly. the pure product of apprehension.

imagine a being outside time. experiencing everything as the eternal now.

inhuman.

time has a face. janus. two, in fact. all that money spent on education--worthwhile, to speak of abstractions in unreal space.

it takes so long for some certifications. others come naturally.

just ask judge schreber.

down because no date

so, that stripper i picked up on sunday...she stopped calling me back.

don't know what happened. care to believe she lost her phone.
well, don't worry it. there will be strippers in your future. no doubt.

and maybe i can pick up that girl i talked to over the telephone... much easier to do when unaccompanied by a stripper.

but it's interesting. didn't seem to bother me that's what she did. we all do something, and you kid yourself if you think you're not trading your ass...

an unpleasant thought. well, maybe you're doing what you love. and if not, there's always your free time to do it.

i'm borred

you'd think, after all that's happened lately, i'd like a little free time.

but i'm borred. some small part of me must have enjoyed it.

early, or late

Hi.

I've been trying, without much success, to get the new site going. It just escapes me how to get it running.

I'm sure it's something simple, like making a folder that says 'web' or something.

don't make fun of me, i only run computer support for a small office.

and maintain their website.

it's not like i should know how to do this.