am i really that much of an asshole?

what is it with girls breaking up with me--through technology.

first the cousin with the text message (that was worse) but the recent one over the telephone.

at least when i did it to the psycho-girl-i-was-dating, i did it in person. not to brag or anything. i didn't act my best, though the best i felt i could in that situation. looking back on it, i wouldn't have brought the chicken wings.

anyway, this one hurts (don't they all).

and, of course, i have no money to drink.

sorry i dropped the ball a little bit

haven't been posting lately.

been busy. had that interview for my grievance. remember when i lost my job? well, it went pretty well, but don't have much hope.

well, gotta run. gotta see this girl i'm dating. it's going pretty well. and good god damn she's sexy.

see you on the flipside.

down because no date

so, that stripper i picked up on sunday...she stopped calling me back.

don't know what happened. care to believe she lost her phone.
well, don't worry it. there will be strippers in your future. no doubt.

and maybe i can pick up that girl i talked to over the telephone... much easier to do when unaccompanied by a stripper.

but it's interesting. didn't seem to bother me that's what she did. we all do something, and you kid yourself if you think you're not trading your ass...

an unpleasant thought. well, maybe you're doing what you love. and if not, there's always your free time to do it.

perhaps a bit premature

but i miss her.

haven't heard for a couple of days from the girl i'm supposed to date this saturday.

trying not to drive her crazy.

deleted her from phone book. but remember last 3 digits of her phone, so i should be able to recognize it.

should she call, right to voice mail.

Anyway

It's nice to see i'm still capable of the incomprehensible.

always a danger.

And, well, the world is getting bigger.

And i met a girl with booty. booty the likes of which god's never seen.

god knows why she speaks to me.

went to a (ashamed to say) strip club last night. picked up a stripper. not something you can say every day.

she's cute, and interesting. god knows when my old ass is going to do that again. they smell great, and you'd be surprised what you can get away with in the champaign room.

but as kris rock says, no sex in the champaign room. but lots of grinding, and some making out.

jebus, it was hot.