depression

didn't even know that's what's been happening.

just feel listless. melancholy, they used to call it.

there just ain't no pleasure in this life, and i'm too lazy to go to the other one.

and i'm not really that into pain. not that it has to be painful, but it's got to be at least a little uncomfortable.

feel like watching tv and drinking. but no tv and no beer here.

no tv and no beer make coward go crazy.

just a thought

but can one drown in one's own sink? depends on how big it is. kitchen, no problem. but bathroom... that's the challange.

thought about the future tonight. future of flirting. it's only getting better folks.

well, suppose i better sign off.