So good so far

Today has been at least as productive as yesterday.

It was all I could do to clean the bathroom and straighten up. But that made it easier to mop and clean the kitchen this morning. And I've read a tiny bit.

If this keeps up, I may even do a clean system sweep, and then I'll be able to log the painful details.

Maybe it will be inspiring.

One thing I'm thinking of doing is keeping discipline over my projects list. Only keeping the things that actually need doing on it, for this week. Then keeping the some-day list big and reviewing it weekly, so that I (hopefully) move things over when I've accomplished something.

Wish me luck!

pretty tricky, no

so, no smoke.

but i roll. so all i need is some tobac. and where do you find it?

the streets, of course.

outside bars is good. hotels too, but none to close to me.

and main drags also be good.

people putting out tobac all over. no need to even pull shorts--just reroll.

and if anybody asks--you're cleanin' up the hood.

Exhaustion

and the wine store doesn't even open for another 17 minutes.

wanted a glass, or a bottle with lunch.

just cleaning, which you can do drunk because you work off the booze.

like i've said before, only work and company seem to please me. and there's no more work, save working for myself.

and the wages aren't too good these days.

maybe they'll improve.

good morning

first day of freedom.

kind of looking forward to meeting with the lawyer. will be good to start so i can get this out of the way.

glad i thanked everyone. it's a nice feeling.

so will cleaning the apartment. then i really feel like i can begin to feel better--get the files in shape, that sort of thing.

well, better get moving.

it just keeps going on and on, so you might as well skim

i think that the pain of loosing a job will hit me tomorrow.

and i'll be all productive.

if it all works out right, i'll finish shelving. clean the apartment and go running.

and then probably feel so good about myself that i'll call friends to go out drinking and get turned down and get as sauced on my own as i am now.

but the pain will come back.

and what will i do with it? make it productive? change my life?

or sink deeper into self-pity?

Need to run

I feel like I need to run. But I don't want to... Therefor I need to do a review.

I guess its like cleaning the appartment (which I need to do as well. Long story); I don't feel like leaving until i'm current.