instant coffee and fresh bread

so. i've had less than sixty cents in my pocket for about three days.

but more than fifty.

which buys you less than half a small coffee in this town.

and i ran out of coffee and lamictal yesterday.

but wait. the white horse appears, unbidden.

brother. whom i was upset with when last we met.

well, $100 dollars later and about a quart of coffee on his dime, and all is forgiven. mostly because he didn't bring up the obvious.

fuck this. i feel like i'm just narrating for my own purpose. more and better to stick to topics.

can't take it

two messages from the momster.

and i just can't take it any more. would work better if i turned something into peter.

then i'd feel like i can do this.

so, taking the 9:25 train, so i can get away and so i can buy some coffee.

resolved the tobacco issue. returned a surge adapter to the pharmacy. bought tobacco.

might have been able to buy coffee as well, but didn't want to press my luck.

if only i had paid for it with cash originally.

but saving receipts finally came in handy, although i haven't been good about logging them.

it's amazing how one night's stupidity can ruin so many other days.

well, it seems like thoughtlessness is remembered long after thoughtfulness is forgotten.

coffee cream and whiskey

seems about right right now.

little wake me up put me down juice.

don't mean to brag, but all in all, this is not bad writing.

sure, some miss. probably most. but a few gems. for the few.

well, if you're listening. if you've got your ears on, here's to us.

and all you other players.

better hustle. and that goes for us all.

Off

Off to school and work.

I don't usually work on Mondays, but have to make up a day--took a day when went to see momster. But less said about that the better.

Mornings are fun for me. I enjoy getting up early. Washing, drinking coffee interwebbing--it's all fun.

And I like taking a moment to get my shit together.

It's odd--I washing and thinking and had a good one, but now I can't remeber it. They system in all inclusive. Wonder what capture tools David Allen uses in the shower.