I don't even know how I'll pay for it once I switch insurance. Well, that's a few weeks away.
It's going well. We talked about power issues. I give a lot of power to others over how I think about myself. Specifically, how I value myself. I don't have a good idea of my self worth when I imagine others valuing me poorly.
For example: I was talking to a girl over the phone and the issue of what I am doing came up. And I imagined her to be super critical of me. I faltered in my explaining of my situation. Which isn't that unusual. Looking for a job just after leaving school.
A friend put it well--I can say I was working on the side and found the side work more interesting so I decided to leave.
I can really say anything I want. It's a chance to reinvent myself. Try new things. But I don't always think of things that way.
I don't really know where this is going, so maybe it's time to stop.
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