good morning

first day of freedom.

kind of looking forward to meeting with the lawyer. will be good to start so i can get this out of the way.

glad i thanked everyone. it's a nice feeling.

so will cleaning the apartment. then i really feel like i can begin to feel better--get the files in shape, that sort of thing.

well, better get moving.

just so you don't think i'm a total monster

i do love mom.

and i don't want to make her suffer.

but she'd do well to follow her own advice.

especially about getting help and taking care of her self.

i hope she does.

and she supports me, finantially and emotionally.

but i hope to cut the money ties soon.