drinking at six in the morning

this is billyburg type behavior.

i haven't seen another human being, sober, since i was fired.

not lonely--something more. deprived. depraved. something like that.

well, you're always here oh, bloggy. dodgey anyway.

wish i knew french.

spanish would be more practical, what with the exam anyway.

which i may fail without feeling anything.

complit. a dream. what i should have been doing, provided i could stand film.

a tall order--where's pete when you need him. dead.