Delivery Confirmation

So, sent off that letter to the president et alii.

We'll see what happens. Not too optimistic. But feels good to move on this, and at least I have my bases covered, should I need it.

Now to find a job, which doesn't look good either.

Ugh

gotta review today. it's been so long, it's like starting over.

but i know it pays off; already helped with the lawyer.

never used to do this sort of thing, hold onto documents and such.

turning over a new leaf.

i know it's bothering me because i feel overwhelmed, even though i know i don't have much.

and...

still the grogginess. thanks seroquel

They're so great

so, went on the interweb to see if the boss had responded to my email. the one asking him to spell out why i was fired.

unintentional consequences. there are some readers out there and not everyone you'd expect.

but they can read between the lines and know that i've been. well. they think it's of my own accord.

which is cute. and it's cute that they're so concerned.

see, i also sent out a carefully worded email thanking everyone for being such good coworkers. calculated risk. but didn't feel i could just leave without it. gotta give your people props.

well, not my problem. let the boss tell them.

he's really good at confrentation, from what i've seen. think of all those warnings he gave me.

oh. the fun's just started.

this is hard

ugh.

yesterday, went in to the boss's to talk. because he didn't tell me what he wanted from me.

which is cool and everything. i just want to finish on a high note.

so i made him tell me.

and i asked what the last day was. he said it should be in my documentation, which i am sure of, but i got the feeling he hadn't even thought of it.

my last day is friday.

i know that leaving is hard under any circumstances. and better pull it off like a bandaid than let it drag on, but this is hard.

going to save the ativan for when i walk in the door.