Maybe Next Time

Hey.

Guess I don't need the salutation, but I'm still new to this whole thing.

Well, didn't make it out of town today. Ipod died on me, right after lunch (which was rather kickass--went to the peruvian chicken place. Awesomebinladen)

Anyway, chillin. Some death metal (death) just popped up on shuffle and i'm thinking i'm going to leave it on.

use to listen to this every morning before going to caddy. made good money, but... well, let's say that golf doesn't always bring out the best in people. but i had my life threatened only once, so all in all a good experience.

one to grow on.

Well, not much more than that. watched a bad movie. napped, which was totally sweet, and now just sittin, trying like a mofo not to tweak, and trying not to pop an ativan because the therapist says shouldn't drink on it, and i'm sitting here chilling with a glass of pino.

such is life.

is clonopin different in this respect? because pdoc (not sure i'm using this correctly) says that we may start on that because, hey, who doesn't need another psychoactive pharmasutical (can't believe I spelled that right) these days.

so enjoy the weekend. unfortunately today is overcase--yesterday was the best day of the summer and it was nice to be out on the island to see it.

well, signing off. for now. best.

Hello world!

I'm not really sure what I'm doing.

But a lot has been changing for me these last few months.

I thought I'd post some of them as they come. Maybe it will help someone, maybe it will help me.

I just started being serious about GTD once I came out of a depressive episode.

First I worked at it, now it seems like I can't live without it.

A lot of other things changed as well. My psychiatrist, my meds, my job...

I lost some friends, some girlfriends.

But by and large, it's been a gain: organization, productivity, self-confidence, study habits, money habits, you name it.

Things seem to have turned a certain corner.

I'm curious to see what comes down the road.