Feel like getting drunk

Well, I didn't last night. And it's the weekend. And I don't have any plans. So might as well.

On top of it, thinking of quiting smoking tomorrow. Want to smell clean when I visit the sister on Monday; might as well get a head-start on withdrawal.

And I'm not too upset about the whole job thing. I think it's the power of denial. I just don't want to think about it.

But boy would that have been nice.