I', mad bad and drunk.

damn you. damn you reader. go and read somewhere alone.

and i'm sick of your advice.

i know perfectly well how i'm fucking up my life.

and you're right.

which gets easier and easier to say; as the compassion erodes.

dog gad damn.

all my life.
spilled out on paper.

no.
i hate egerhing and o can't tu[e anymore