Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Intimacy

Meet with the therapist for our wednesday session. I brought up something that surprised me.

I remember him being very direct about how I would be really disapointed if I left school without the doctorate.

I brought this up.

I'm not good at conflict. Even imagined conflict. Was very afraid I'd hurt him.

Not the case. Not at all. He was glad I brought it up. Seems like he wants to know these things. Wants to work on them with me.

Made me feel vulnerable. Was afraid he'd lash out at me in anger. I suppose my paranoia knows no bounds.

But it was good to get things out. Was a good experience.

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